i thought i was bleeding from my side today
i was so freaked out.
that's when i normally cut.
but i couldn''t.
i didn't have anything to cut with.
i forgot it at home.
and the boy isn't talking to me.
i'm so fucking depressed.
i got hopeful that maybe someone finally liked me maybe would love me
and i got shutdown again
only this time i get the cold shoulder
i hate life
i HATE it.
i wish i would just DIE already!
somebody KILL me
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE!